So, you were one of my first online friends and one of the people i really came close to. We ended so randomly and i did not like that. Though i always felt like there was a chance we will be back together but you were gone. I miss you but it's already too late. I remember the time i wasn't that nice of a person to you, i wish i really was. Looking back now, you were one of the best people in my life. I regret losing you. I keep hoping that one day, somehow you could come back. Somehow we'll start talking again. We'll talk about how much things have changed in these 3 years. How much we have changed. I was really comfortable with you i did not realized what a big mistake i was making when i stopped talking to you. Maybe it was because i got new gf i wanted to make you jealous. I wish i didn't do that to you. Now that I'm left with almost no friends i started to miss you the most.
Now i know that we can't ever talk again. I miss you so much. Why did i even let you go like this. You could've been one of my best friends. You could've been my best friend. The one i could share everything with. The one i was most comfortable with. The one i could pull some pranks then say sorry. I know that i hurt you, that weren't my Intentions at all. If only i could make it all better, trust me i would do anything. Only if we could go back to things like how they were before. You were the reason i was so happy, you really one of the people who influenced my life so much. i wish you were still here influencing me, but that's not possible now.
I hope you think about me sometimes. Not all our memories were happy but when i remember it, all i could remember is happiness. I wish it was still like that.
I hope you come back some day, searching for me. Maybe in another life who knows. If someday someone reads my story i know there'd be a whole chapter dedicated just to you. I forgot your birthday though, i remember it was in November. You were never around mine so you wouldn't know mine but anyways.
Yours, Luv.
