I have no friends.

I'm literally rawdogging this life with no friends, no love, no money, no good grades and what not. it's about time i ended my life. am i really that bad of a person to not deserve and keep a single good friend? they just keep leaving me. or is it really my fault. i don't know what to do anymore. i wanna go. i don't wanna be here. it isn't the worst place to be but back there i didn't have this much... wait i had it worse. at least its better now.